i wanna cry

i wanna cry

i wanna cry so badly

till i got dizzy 

and bumped my head to the wall repeatedly

i wanna cry hardly

till i can not see a thing any more

cause my eyes are dislodged

i wanna cry harshly

till i can smell the blood

from my nails on my body

i wanna ripped my hair

till i can feel the cold on my brain

i wanna scream my lungs out

till i can not feel the air anymore

i want to feel what they were called as freedom.