i fell in love with a war

 The war is over, it ended a while ago

The god of war is dead, at least in my vision

I’m returning after being exiled

But that doesn’t mean I want a shelter

Above all the trauma and the nightmares

Home doesn’t feel like somewhere I belong

Cause I fell in love with a war,

I fell in love with whatever they called destruction

inspired by: a pearl - Mitski