i'll STAY

On a cold November night, I was sitting all alone in my dimly lighted room, away from a thing I used to call home. It wasn’t a safe place anymore since it no longer fit my agonies. I was wandering all the lonely streets and became astray for quite a long. Just like entering a new maze-like world, I’m lost. There are a lot of locked doors that I find hesitant to open even though I’ve already had the key until I found you. You were like the source of all the certainty. 

For the first time, I'm glad to find someone who I can relate to, I feel encouraged by you. About all the unanswerable questions about the unpredictable future and self-worthiness, I feel embraced by you. You always filled me with your prettiest yet painful poetries and that's what makes me always fall in love with you over and over again. Your voice and loudness become the most comfortable shoulder I could lean on. You’re not as bright as the other but with your slightest light, you give me strength. Just so you know the brightest star is the earliest one to burn. For that reason, I want you to show me your light gradually so I can still reach you at my own pace and so we could walk side by side. You always say thank you to us for reaching your hand and lifting your sorrowful days, but in my case, it is you the one who reaches mine first in the same sorrowful time. 

I guess I’ll stay because everything about you was made perfectly and beautifully. I’ll always be waiting here for us and counting on the big hugs. To me 8 always represents infinity so I wish we’re not bound by time. Longer than tomorrow, further than forever, we everlasting.

Happy March 25th for the 5th time, Stray Kids.